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How many times are you going to see someone that’s actually going to great extents to keep a simple smile on your face? How many days are you going to wake up and know that the guy that’s going to love you no matter what is wrapped around your fingers? How many guys are willing to devote their life to you?
Open your eyes, because there isn’t many out there that’s willing to put in all the effort. There’s so little out there that have no intentions of using and hurting you. Not many guys are actually going to keep calm and not raise their voice at you. Sure as hell, a majority of guys aren’t submissive to your every request. There’s such a small amount of men that’s loyal enough to keep his eyes on you. The sweet, caring, considerate, loyal and protective gentlemen are a dying breed. Why would you ever let someone like that go?
You always find a guy that treats you like shit. He replies two hours later. He rather hangs with his friends than go on a date with you. He insults you. He raises his voice at you. He flirts with other girls behind your back and sometimes, in front of your face and he doesn’t feel sorry about it at all. He doesn’t feel sorry for you. He’ll take advantage of you until you come to a point where you think, “I love him too much to let him go.” He’ll treat you less than a girlfriend, as low as a slave. He keeps you going to sleep crying. He’s ‘too busy’ for you. He lies to you.. You have every right to leave him, but you don’t have the power to. You wait until he ends it because that’ll be the only reason you’re able to get out of the relationship. Why?
One day, you just might find someone that’s the opposite of all that. You’ll find a guy that’s going to wake up and the first thing that’s on his mind is how he should write the long morning message to you. He’ll spend his weekdays trying to figure out how he’s going to make your heart stop on the weekends. He’ll stay up until whatever time it is at night on the phone with you to keep you company. He’ll do whatever it takes to get food into your stomach when you run out of food. He’ll open doors for you, pop jelly jars, fix your room, paint your house, mow your lawn, fix your fence, repair your computer, spend every penny in his pocket trying to keep you from working too hard. He’s gonna go to sleep with you on his mind and he’ll smile because he knows there isn’t anyone else he’d rather think about. He’ll try to be the reason you smile. He’ll try to make you happy. Whether you know it or not, he’ll love you like no one else ever has. He’ll show you a love so surreal, you’ll question his every truth.
Then, you’ll tell yourself one day, “He’s too perfect. He’s too good to me. I don’t deserve this. I don’t deserve him.” You’ll leave him, the man that had his whole life planned to make yours beautiful, in the dust. All his hard work would be thrown into the broken memories you call, the past. You tell yourself, “It’s okay. I’ll be alright. He’s perfect. He’ll be okay. He’ll find better. He’ll find much better.” But where do you go? Of course, he’ll find better, but what he really wanted was you. He’ll find better, but he’ll always be thinking of you. He’ll find better, but the question is, who is willing to love you like he did? He’ll find better.. Are you? You don’t deserve him, but he sure as hell wanted you to feel beautiful. He wanted you to know that you have every right to smile. He wanted you to love him too and you know you do. But you left him because you felt like you didn’t deserve him.. 
You deserved to be treated like shit? You deserved to be with someone that gave you so many reasons to go to sleep at night crying? You deserved to wish you never woke up the next day because your heart hurt so fucking much? But, you don’t deserve to be loved properly?
Exactly what in the hell do you deserve?
If you ever find a guy that’s going to love you for your every flaw, keep him. If you ever find someone that’s going to try even when he knows there is no hope that you won’t ever love him as much as he loves you, keep him. If you know he’s the reason you go to sleep happy, keep him. Keep him, because you won’t find better and you don’t deserve to find someone that will treat you less than a person. You may not deserve him, but you’re the reason he’s happy and you know you’re happy when you’re with him too. Keep him because you love him and because he loves you. Don’t leave because he treats you like a princess. 

Oh my goodness.. I wish she could realize this.

Ian covered it.

During a run

  • brain: why are you going so slow?
  • lungs: I currently hate you.
  • feet: I'm gonna turn into 10 pound weights now.
  • Legs muscles: I am going to start hurting in random places, kay?
  • Sidewalk: I really want to trip you in one of my holes or bumps.
  • People in cars: *hoooonk* Run Forrest Run!
  • People walking: nice ass baby
  • Me: Why do I do this to myself?
  • Me: ...
  • Me at end of run: I love running so much! I would never give this up!
Done by yours truly c: